Honestly, I probably have nearly 1000 hours on asylum. Tons of great memories, and I reminisce about the times me and my friends used to have when we were younger. I get sad when I see the server population and realize its all coming to an end soon.
But I still have no motivation to play anymore
We used to have 4 servers max population nearly everyday, even if we try as hard as we can I don't think there's a chance to rebuild our population. It's just arma in general thats dying.