BenCantShoot

I've been trying to play for 4 days now. I've had 2 helicopters disappear when I get battle eye disconnected mid flight, a hemmt box suicide bomb RDM'ed and I get RDM'ed 3 times per day, and that's not counting the literally one dozen+ times someone runs up to me and says "hands up or die" and shoots me in the back of the head. I have $300.00 in my bank and as cool as this mode seems and as much as I'd like to be a part of it I just can't figure out any way get on my feet. The only thing I can see is to become one of these semi-RDMers as I call them and "hands up or die, bang" honest players and bounties. I'm not willing to be that guy...